|let the rain fall down.

12thmay[] me.evan.lynn
went off to sentosa to tan. a failed attempt yet again.
what luck. the sun was in hiding the whole time.
just when we wanted to chill
it started to rain.
laughh**
packed up and left. chilled at a small corner of coffeebean.
became so narcissistic. [at least i'm still not as bad as lynn.]
it was still fun.
on the way back.

jason called.
told me that granny was missing me really badly.
great.
till now, she's still calling me. and i ain't picking up.
i wonder. ... ... why.

back to sentosa. took a bus back. along the way. 2 bikini hot andro-looking girls.
secretly took a picture of them.
we're good.
haha.

went back to jurong point.
bought grocerys. [more like just mushrooms]
went back.
in the bus, i kinda noticed that there was this girl.
she was having a tough time to carry her stuff off the bus.
since we were alighting the same stop. i took evans load of grocery and told her to lend a helping hand.
dumb ass actually can consider.
turned out that she was staying near by.
so we sent her home.

we're good people.
everyone loves us.
[lies and deception]

cooked dinner.
the meal was great.
mushroom soup [which i cook] tasted great.
i'm the best.
went off to fag.
called granny after that.
cried.
made me reflect.
all the terrible past.
pain. that was all i was feeling.

called kellyn.
cause there just wasn't anyone else to turn to.
loneliness is a very painful thing.
thanks. for being there for me.
hope. this time. there would be one that i can finally trust.

evan is gonna go back today.
sigh.
another lonely weekend.

--ian

{random pictures of 12th may. enjoy.}

at 5/13/2006 12:00:00 AM.